Farewells and soul spells

Deeper than my feet can ground
Tighter than my heart is bound
And louder than any heard sound
I'm still a wave making my way back 
To the mountain, to the sea and to the stars
Further than I can foretell
Shaken in the realm of hell
And pulling with every cell
I'm still a soul making a track
To the mountain, to the sea and to the stars
Losing, my mind to be undefined
Listening, my heart never will be apart
Loving, soldier with heavy shoulders
I'm still just a girl looking for her knack
To the mountain, to the sea and to the stars
And so 
I want the war to call you
I want this to bore you
I want so much more for you
The mountain 
The sea
The stars 
All of you and all for you. 

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Maybe it's better to fall in love slower
Yeah, maybe but the face you're pulling when you say that tells me otherwise
Ah shit man
Yeah, you need to work on either being a better liar or less of a best friend

When you know yourself. Because you've been given 28 years to figure that shit out.  You know what is better.  You know that if you're in doubt you should probably go without.  But you also know you learn the most when you step out of normality.  When you do things a little different.  So you give yourself the credit to figure this out.  Credit in the form of time and reserve - when the credit is gone and you find yourself in debt, debt from who you are to your core - then you cash that lesson for what it is and you spend no more. But for now I've saved enough to be able to spend, just enough so I'm spending wisely. Without infatuation equals less inflation and more exploration.